First Love, Last Rites
film by Jesse Peretz, based on a short story by Ian McCuen
music by Shudder To Think

Jesse throws a book on my bed
We are roommates at the time
Young above a loud bar
And girls
Short stories
'for what?' I ask
'a movie'
cut to
browless, skinny
crouched upon a rock
bonefree
jaundiced
thinking 'what just happened?'
in fact, I've been harpooned.
Cured (?) of cancer
The year is 1996
I'm one week out of nine straight
Months of treatment
in Maine
with mom (and Nina, see 'Cake Like,' Florence Nightengale)
she's after my birthday
And I've just seen Kiss for the first time
There is justice
I don't think I can do this
I'd like the sleep cure
But Nathan convinces
me Nathan and Jesse
So Stuart (Hill), Nathan, and I
Hang out for three weeks in a Chelsea
Apt and, laughing, make this...
It would be the last time
For so many things
But who will sing?
('Lonesome Dove' took ten minutes)

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